Post #2 – Oy Vey

A lot has happened since post #1, most notably, I married my best friend “E”. More on that another time - a happy time, for a happier post.

She is by far the best thing that’s ever happened to me, and I would do anything to make her happy. I am devoted to her through and through.

I hate my job (I’m not telling you what, or where – anonymity is my ally right now). My wife supports me through and through, and she has encouraged me to take a break, especially mentally; and I think I’m going to do it. I’ll still work part time from home, as I’ll need some income to supplement various little projects (and projects do I have).

I have gotten the sex and porn thing under control. Since post #1, I have deduced that I have been in a very long manic episode that I had previously thought was under control. As of now, my mania is still up, and high, but thankfully not as high as before.

I’ve since started a new psychopharmacology regimen. I believe it right now, 2 days in, I’m ping-ponging all over the place. But there is still time to settle down, still time to regulate – but time will tell.

What else has happened – Well, I’ve ballooned up to nearly 300 pounds. I’m well over 6 feet tall, so it doesn’t appear unnatural, but *I* know I look big. That will change soon. I think it’s silly to start a new “diet” in the middle of the holidays, but I can start to work out. I’d post progress pictures here – but that defeats the whole anonymity thing.

I’ll make another post soon, with a more cognitive narrative. Stay tuned.